It seems I come back here every couple of months, promise to do better, promise to come back more often. I never do. I hope this time that'll change.
I'm planning on doing the 28 day plan in combination with the ABC diet, which I'm sure I've mentioned before. According to Losertown I'll hit my Halloween GW in time.
28 day plan will make me post every day. ABC will keep me under my gw. When i wake up, it will be time to start the clock. :)
Wish me luck!
~Willow
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
GUESS WHO....
CAN FIT IN HER I'M-TOO-FAT-TO-FIT-IN-THESE-BUT-I'LL-KEEP-THEM-ANYWAY-JEANS!!!!!
That's right! I've lost enough weight to fit in the jeans i bought to make me loose weight. They were a whole five bucks at a garage sale but they've been hanging on my wall for a year, daring me to be skinny.
Finally, i'm there!
That's right! I've lost enough weight to fit in the jeans i bought to make me loose weight. They were a whole five bucks at a garage sale but they've been hanging on my wall for a year, daring me to be skinny.
Finally, i'm there!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
ABC, new challenge
Well, ":)" aka ed_anabootcamp is starting a new challenge, thanks to faye. she's such a good leader...
anyway, it's a classic who-can-loose-the-most-this-month-wins challenge. prize? thinness. Imagine that.
Well, there aren't any rules, so i think i'm just going to go with ABC too keep my goals in check. Day one: 500 calories.
food so far today: (i'll edit later tonight to include everything)
3/8s of an apple: 30
organic tofu: 80
grapefruit juice:180
Soy sauce: 10
Total: 300
anyway, it's a classic who-can-loose-the-most-this-month-wins challenge. prize? thinness. Imagine that.
Well, there aren't any rules, so i think i'm just going to go with ABC too keep my goals in check. Day one: 500 calories.
food so far today: (i'll edit later tonight to include everything)
3/8s of an apple: 30
organic tofu: 80
grapefruit juice:180
Soy sauce: 10
Total: 300
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Oh Gawd
I've finally, finally slipped under 120. i'm 119.8. this is fantastic. You would think i would be jumping around for joy. I'm not. I just keep thinking about what It'll be like at 110. 108. 100. 99. At 99 lbs, My BMI will be 17.0. 108, I'll be 18.0. I can't wait. This has taken much, much too long.
Smoking is helping curb my appetite so much. I love it.
I asked a girl to the Sadie Hawkins. She's obnoxious as hell but she's kind of adorable, in her own little annoying way.
Have a good day everybody (if anyone actually reads this)
~Willow
Smoking is helping curb my appetite so much. I love it.
I asked a girl to the Sadie Hawkins. She's obnoxious as hell but she's kind of adorable, in her own little annoying way.
Have a good day everybody (if anyone actually reads this)
~Willow
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Just a quick update
Mid-december, i tried to kill myself. I got landed in a mental hospital for a week. They made us eat five times a day (3 meals, 2 snacks) so my metabolism got blown through the roof. when i went in, i weighed 128. when i got out, i weighed 126. Now, a month later, i weigh 121.4. WhoopWhoop. It's fantastic.
I've started smoking. It's hell. I hate it. but i love it soo, soo much. It's helping a lot with appetite, while it's ruining my already bad lungs. *sigh* like i need another addiction. *facepalm*
well, have a good day,
hope all is well in normal-land
~Willow
I've started smoking. It's hell. I hate it. but i love it soo, soo much. It's helping a lot with appetite, while it's ruining my already bad lungs. *sigh* like i need another addiction. *facepalm*
well, have a good day,
hope all is well in normal-land
~Willow
Sunday, November 15, 2009
check it out
My frog is creeping down...
I am 127 lbs as of ten minutes ago. It's one tiny pound away from my goal weight 1.
I'm proud of myself, except for the fact that I can't seem to stop purging. I've purged practically every night for the past two weeks. Today (well, i guess yesterday) i had 1 grapefruit, a bunch of vitamins, and a diet mountain dew. 100 calories. Wonderful. but then, i stared watching tv online. I got anxious. I started munching on some candy that I left on my window sill.
I ate two mini boxes of nerds, 4 starburst, and 2 packets of pez candies (those things are a lot more disgusting than I remember them). then i went down stairs and grabbed 4 ice cream sandwiches. What compelled me to do that is beyond me.
I ate it all, considered not purging, pressed play on the show i was watching, paused, asked, "who the hell am i kidding?" and then went to purge.
Wonderful night.
I got a new bed, a new desk, a desk chair, and a bookshelf. My father got pissed that i didn't express my gratitude (probably because I would rather sleep on the floor on my pillows as i have been for the past 2 years) to his pigwhore of a girlfriend for spending what was apparently 1100 dollars. I don't know why he thinks this new house will make all of our family problems just disappear. I still hate him.
anyway, i'm off to sleep now, even if it is 7 in the morning.
Loves,
~Willow
I am 127 lbs as of ten minutes ago. It's one tiny pound away from my goal weight 1.
I'm proud of myself, except for the fact that I can't seem to stop purging. I've purged practically every night for the past two weeks. Today (well, i guess yesterday) i had 1 grapefruit, a bunch of vitamins, and a diet mountain dew. 100 calories. Wonderful. but then, i stared watching tv online. I got anxious. I started munching on some candy that I left on my window sill.
I ate two mini boxes of nerds, 4 starburst, and 2 packets of pez candies (those things are a lot more disgusting than I remember them). then i went down stairs and grabbed 4 ice cream sandwiches. What compelled me to do that is beyond me.
I ate it all, considered not purging, pressed play on the show i was watching, paused, asked, "who the hell am i kidding?" and then went to purge.
Wonderful night.
I got a new bed, a new desk, a desk chair, and a bookshelf. My father got pissed that i didn't express my gratitude (probably because I would rather sleep on the floor on my pillows as i have been for the past 2 years) to his pigwhore of a girlfriend for spending what was apparently 1100 dollars. I don't know why he thinks this new house will make all of our family problems just disappear. I still hate him.
anyway, i'm off to sleep now, even if it is 7 in the morning.
Loves,
~Willow
Friday, November 13, 2009
Whoop Whoop!
Today went super well. Yesterday was crap, I binged and purged. Twice.
Today, I super restricted and lost 1.6 lbs.
I had half an apple for breakfast (40)
I finished it at lunch (40)
I'll have some baby carrots and mustard for dinner (35 ish?)
Total: 115.
I'd say that's a good day.
I made index cards with my goal weights, rules specific to that goal, and rewards for when I get to it. (Ex: Goal Weight 1: 126 lbs. I can't watch Stargate until I get there. When I do, I get a Saturday of a Stargate Marathon) They're very encouraging.
Well, this morning, i weighed 130.0
Right now: i weigh 128.4.
2.4 lbs away from GW 1
Wish me luck!
Love,
~Willow
Today, I super restricted and lost 1.6 lbs.
I had half an apple for breakfast (40)
I finished it at lunch (40)
I'll have some baby carrots and mustard for dinner (35 ish?)
Total: 115.
I'd say that's a good day.
I made index cards with my goal weights, rules specific to that goal, and rewards for when I get to it. (Ex: Goal Weight 1: 126 lbs. I can't watch Stargate until I get there. When I do, I get a Saturday of a Stargate Marathon) They're very encouraging.
Well, this morning, i weighed 130.0
Right now: i weigh 128.4.
2.4 lbs away from GW 1
Wish me luck!
Love,
~Willow
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