So....BBC emailed me. I got the email through the web-ring I'm on (I think I have the banner somewhere on the fringes of this page). They probably sent it to everyone on the web-ring, but I got the email. They sent it on the 18th but I didn't get it til now because I never check my email.
Well, they're doing this thing about eating disorders and Pro-ED sites and want someone to interview about their motives on putting one up.
I'm debating whether or not to contact them back. Should I? *sigh* I don't know what to do.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
When did this become an obligation?
I don't really want to write. I always talk about the same damn shit. It's the same thing over and over again. But I'll send an update anyway.
I've been binging every day. I restrict all day, do well at school, even when people offer me food. Then I come home and I stuff my face.
Tomorrow, my group in tech is filming a music video. I'm pretty excited for it, but I'm nervous. They say the camera always adds ten pounds. I'm fat enough! Another ten pounds will make me look like an obese whale.
My birthday's coming up. I want to be thin and dainty and pretty when i turn sixteen. not frumpy and bulgy and gross. I want to tell myself I will be at least down to 120 by then, but then I'd just let myself down and lie. I always lie.
I've been binging every day. I restrict all day, do well at school, even when people offer me food. Then I come home and I stuff my face.
Tomorrow, my group in tech is filming a music video. I'm pretty excited for it, but I'm nervous. They say the camera always adds ten pounds. I'm fat enough! Another ten pounds will make me look like an obese whale.
My birthday's coming up. I want to be thin and dainty and pretty when i turn sixteen. not frumpy and bulgy and gross. I want to tell myself I will be at least down to 120 by then, but then I'd just let myself down and lie. I always lie.
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