Fast, 1,2,3,4, ABC.

This weekend has been terrible. Not okay, not bad, but hell on a stick horrible. Today was worse.

I binged about a million times and for some reason, can't find it in me to purge. I'd rather not be purging at all, honestly. Instead, I'm going to try to restrict.

I'm also going to try not to weigh myself until Saturday. Partly, because I don't need to be discouraged if I gain a pound because that is part of what has been setting off binges. Another part of this is because even my father has admitted that our scale isn't entirely accurate. It's one of the old ones with the spinning dial.

Here are my stats:
5'4", BMI: 22.0
HW: 133
CW: 128
UGW: 108.
GW1: 120
GW2: 115

I might not be quite there by Saturday, but I want to hit by first goal by then. To do that, I'm going to fast tomorrow, just to collect my thoughts, and get my head on straight, then I'm going to do a 1,2,3,4 diet. Which is not unlike the 2,4,6,8, only less calories. After one cycle of 1,2,3,4, i'll start ABC.